Often times I find it to be very intimidating to go up to a professor or person of higher scholarly merit than you and ask for help or even just to engage in conversation. I feel incompetent in comparison to them and that I lack the capacity of knowledge necessary to communicate with them. Although I know that this is a faulty way of thinking, I can't help but feel nervous and jittery when having to face someone who is considered an intellectual superior.
This exact situation seems to be an underlying fear for a lot of tutors. When working with kids, you really have no idea what to expect. Personally, I am afraid to be stepping on a child's imagination and creativity by having to correct them or point out their academic faults. I find it very difficult to find the perfect balance between the two hats that are mentioned: researcher and teacher. It seems like often times there is an assumed hierarchy between the student and the teacher that is hard for some of the students to break. In that case, it is really hard for the teacher to empower the student, engaging in rich dialogue and the student to accept that help and encouragement.
To make research and teaching work in unison, we learned that we have to be able to approach and make knowledge "together" rather than have a give and receive type of learning technique. The main concept that I will be sure to take with me as I visit my sites this week is to simply imagine myself exploring the learning field once again, but this not as a tutor but as an equal to the kids there, experiencing and growing in knowledge with them.